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December 1st, 2003


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09:06 pm
A meme of sorts...
I saw this elsewhere, so I followed.

This message is addressed to everyone who is reading this post.

I want you to post anything that you want, and do it anonymously.
Anything. Post a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like, and then put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.
mood: calmcalm

(26 bits of drivel | babble incoherently)

Comments:


From:(Anonymous)
Date:December 1st, 2003 06:33 pm (UTC)
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i like lesbian porn.
From:(Anonymous)
Date:December 1st, 2003 06:36 pm (UTC)
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i think you and your gf make one of the nicest couples i've ever heard of.
From:(Anonymous)
Date:December 1st, 2003 06:36 pm (UTC)
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they are adorable.
From:(Anonymous)
Date:December 2nd, 2003 06:45 am (UTC)
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They are like a pair of snuggling fuzzy-wumpkins. You can't help but go "Awww..." when you see them.
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From:inahandbasket
Date:December 2nd, 2003 06:55 am (UTC)
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um, thanks. I think.
lol
From:(Anonymous)
Date:December 1st, 2003 06:42 pm (UTC)
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I miss the days when my life felt free. I miss the days when I felt alive and unguarded, days when I didn't feel like I was made of glass.
From:(Anonymous)
Date:December 1st, 2003 11:08 pm (UTC)
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I'm mysteriously happy and content these days but nothing in my life has changed to make me so.
From:(Anonymous)
Date:December 2nd, 2003 03:18 am (UTC)
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i often speak aloud the monologues in my head
From:(Anonymous)
Date:December 2nd, 2003 06:26 am (UTC)
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i told a really big lie and almost got $5,000 out of it.
From:(Anonymous)
Date:December 2nd, 2003 05:47 pm (UTC)
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Please do explain that one!
From:(Anonymous)
Date:December 2nd, 2003 06:59 am (UTC)
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I used to love her more than anything else in the world but now it seems that the inferno that I had for her is vanquished.
I knew that is was wrong all along though. She was younger than me, and she was married. As am I.

There are some loves that will never die and others that will die but never be forgotten. This one is the latter.

I still cry at night when nobody's around.

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From:inahandbasket
Date:December 2nd, 2003 07:25 am (UTC)
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i wish I knew who you were so I could hug you.
From:(Anonymous)
Date:December 2nd, 2003 08:23 am (UTC)
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but i know who you are.
that's the thing.

i too have felt that pain. though it's been years (many), i still miss his lingering scent. i still miss the newness of it, i still miss the false belief that i was something. now, it's only an empty frame, the image in my mind faded, disintegrated. first loves, true loves, they don't always coincide. i'm only very rarely sorry that it ended.
From:(Anonymous)
Date:December 2nd, 2003 03:22 pm (UTC)
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I'm not there yet.
She hasn't faded into my oblivion. I see her every day it seems as she dances with another.

Siga siga...
From:(Anonymous)
Date:December 2nd, 2003 08:21 am (UTC)
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There are days I wake up and I see his face and my heart melts with love.

There are moments when it feels like if he's gone for a single instant I'll fall apart in longing.

There are days I wake up and wonder what the hell am I doing with this guy? And all I feel is tired.

There are moments when it feels like if I have to see him one moment longer I'm going to grab a large heavy object and hit him with it.

Is this the nature of true love? Or am I creating a world of glass because I fear being alone more than I fear being with someone who is not The One.

And how will I ever know until I sit alone, a wither old woman with the wisdom of age and hindsight and look back saying, I made the right choice, I made the wrong choice... or perhaps there never was a choice to make at all?
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From:oceanic
Date:December 2nd, 2003 08:26 am (UTC)
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I used to feel exactly like that with my ex-boyfriend. And now that I'm alone, I'm glad that I'm out of it (if only for my self-esteem). But there isn't an easy choice in that situation. And it is fucking HARD.

Whoever you are, I know that feeling, and it makes you feel helpless even when you have all the agency you need, and I'm sorry.
From:(Anonymous)
Date:December 2nd, 2003 08:48 am (UTC)
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I spent a lot of time thinking about killing myself last spring, but then I realized it would have been an attempt to get a certain person's attention, and that that would have been self-defeating and thoroughly stupid, so I didn't.
From:(Anonymous)
Date:December 2nd, 2003 11:15 am (UTC)
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in the immortal words of bad 80s music: i wanna sex you up
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From:inahandbasket
Date:December 2nd, 2003 11:18 am (UTC)
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wow, I really wanna know who that was...
>:-D
From:(Anonymous)
Date:December 2nd, 2003 12:57 pm (UTC)
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I know someone else who wants to sex you up.
From:(Anonymous)
Date:December 2nd, 2003 02:57 pm (UTC)
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me too - me!
From:(Anonymous)
Date:December 2nd, 2003 03:11 pm (UTC)
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hey, while he's busy with you three, can i entertain his gf? ;)
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From:inahandbasket
Date:December 2nd, 2003 03:46 pm (UTC)
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meep~!~
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From:prosicated
Date:December 2nd, 2003 05:48 pm (UTC)
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Oh my... =)
From:(Anonymous)
Date:December 2nd, 2003 11:38 am (UTC)
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I absolutly hate macintosh( to the point were I don't care abotu the spelling)
From:(Anonymous)
Date:December 2nd, 2003 03:10 pm (UTC)
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bah! mac users and their toys are an insignificant portion of the market, let the rebels live. they can do us no harm, especially once our death star is completed.
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